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It's morning
I miss me allot
I miss how I used to love
I miss how I used to live
It's like I cant control my self anymore
& nothing left except to ruin the pure in me
I hate being someone I didn't want to be
I hate it all !!
why do I keep hurting ppl loves me !!
& why I cant love anyone anymore
I cant produce love
I feel I'm living with out a soul
It's like my soul left me </3
& I know I need help but I refuse to take it
acting im ok & nothing wrong is the best
& I haaate it !! when they just ask .....