the way he's around me , is what I want
the way he take care of me , is what I need
the way that he knows what I need & do more than I need , kills me , makes me all his
strange how u can mean the world to someone , who just knew u
but it's like he knew u forever
the way he says my name , sound different
the way he wants me in every moment in his life is unbelievable
how much he is concern about what he is in my life , makes me think , allot
all that he knows very well , that I don't yet have a feeling for him
he is more than I want or what I dreamed about
& he is 1000 better than what I had
why would I make him suffer ! why I'm holding my self from him
why am I being over protective
I know my wound .. I know Im still in pain .. I know why I cant just let my self go with him
I cant be "his" while something in me belong to someone else
I wish I can give it to him & live my life , but it just hurts me
to carry this from the only person I really truly hate , from all my heart , all my brain
the one person in this world , that I loved the most & hate the most ;)
waiting for this thing to leave me then I'm all ur's , I'm just afraid that it's sticking with me
then I will have to tell u & make u choose <3
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