hate& love

I love how much I hate this part from him in me , It's like my heart have reached a new level in hatness  , just like him .

I wanna burn my self or jump from a top of building to kill it , destroy it .

with each pain it cause to me , I wanna deny it

but It's true

& I love , love love love , that he dont care , which I already know , but it makes me stronger & hate that thing in me , hate it that I want to burn it , burn me , I dont want it to breath , to see , to feel , It's a demon from a demon 

& I will kill it , when I stop loving "it"