one year of hell

I Just really wish of I can get this year back and erase every moment I spend with u /thinking of u/ or any fucking thing related to u . Just erase you from every thing in my life as if u have never been there ! cuz even if ur out of my life every thing u were in will still chasing me which will make me kill my self ! I hate the day u came into my life ! it's a cursed day !