why?

why to stay ,while every detail hurts
why to care , while there is nothing to care for
why to love , while there is nothing to be loved
why to keep trying , while every try kills something in me
when I'm going to get it
we r not meant for each other no matter what
& what ever I tried & how much , it doesn't matter
cuz not in a million years , I would be in her place , ever.

I must leave , sooner than later
forever , from his life

u will never do the same

to give me all ur love is all I ever asked

one year of hell

I Just really wish of I can get this year back and erase every moment I spend with u /thinking of u/ or any fucking thing related to u . Just erase you from every thing in my life as if u have never been there ! cuz even if ur out of my life every thing u were in will still chasing me which will make me kill my self ! I hate the day u came into my life ! it's a cursed day !